What is your twin flame story?
08.06.2025 00:40
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
Also NOTE:
The panic was real,
Have you ever had a bad gut feeling about someone and it was right?
I know you've accepted this love .
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
It was in my happiest era
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
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Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
He complained about me messing up his life ,
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I don't even know how to explain it,
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
This was happening fast
I have no regrets 😊 😊
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
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It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
Why am I always so tired and I don't eat enough?
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
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Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
Live long !!
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
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I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
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He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
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We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
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I never lost words to say to him
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
That I was a beautiful woman
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We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
We became each other's focus project and aim.
Like a wild fire spreading fast
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
At this moment,
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
Forever n ever n ever!
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
What I saw in him ,
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
But now,
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
I will always love you.
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
It's like my blood pressure was high
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
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Well,
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I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
NOTE:
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
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Didn't put any thought into it,
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
Still,it didn't work.
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
I wish you nothing but the very best
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
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It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
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The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
Love n light.
NOW,
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
He questioned why I loved him,
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I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
U understand who we are in your own way
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
N though, you might not know about tfs,
Everything had gone.
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
Blessings
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
The replacement was my lookalike
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
My body temperature unbalanced
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
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He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
SO,
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
When he realized who he was,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
When you're loved right, you bloom!
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
To my surprise,
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
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I felt beautiful inside n out
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I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,